If u are reading this,I want u to know that i am really2 sorry....I tried to stay awake....But I know,Talking is useless bcos giving excuse had always been your nightmare toward me...Idk what to say,what to think...As much as it hurt u,u hurted me more.....Thinking about my precious gf, waiting for me...And waiting, And waiting....But I did not come....It must be really painful to hope for something that is not coming...
Words cant describe fully what we felt, but It kind of help me to ease my guilty towards u for a little bit....B xnk tlis bnd ni sbnrnye, tp b da buntu sbb b x blh ckp dgn syg cos now,syg ttp hf...Mgkin sbb syg kcewa kowt....Sbb 2 syg ttp..Tp nk wat cmne, b x blh ubah da mse...Law blh,dh lame b akan ubah....Supaye syg slalu bhgia..  b wse,b mrupakan bf yg fail....Hopefully,U can forgive this fail bf in the past,present n future....There is no women that can make me love her as much as I love u...U taught me many things about life...In that things,tall girl's heart,I knew that she had a bright intelligence that can brighten my life.....  143 

Lots of love,
Arif